How do I get my serotonin back? Asking for me 🙃
CW- Mental health:
My life currently feels like this picture. I’ve made a mess and dug myself into a deep, dark hole. My chronic depression has taken full hold and while you might see me smiling, the moment my door closes I can’t do much other than cry. Anytime I see a small dog, anytime I think about packing again, anytime I think about Christmas (and how much I hate it), anytime I think about those I’ve hurt, my brain begins to play out different scenarios where my life ends. I spend most of my days contemplating these thoughts, but I am proud to say I don’t intend to act on any of them. That being said, there are sparkles in my life keeping me afloat. Old and new friends putting up with my sad bitter self, offering the loving words that my mind refuses to utter. I am waiting it out, hoping I can get back to loving myself and smiling honestly once again. 💕
Makeup by my sparkle @mircat_amirasereia
Picture by @jacquelinejaephotography
We have friends that come and go... and we have the ones that left us but will always be in our heart.
Monday it would have been your birthday.. Yesterday one of your friends came from.far far away and said Hello.. Today we aremembered you had "stashed" a bottle in my house for our reunions.
Today we drink a tiny bit of that Captain Morgan... in your memory AK #friends#ilovemyfriends#wemissyou#love#friendships
Let's get festive! Save the date for our annual Mix & Mingle Holiday Party on December 13th, held once again at M Concept shop. Celebrate the holiday season with the Women of Walnut while networking and shopping at this Best of Philly retailer. Complimentary sparkling wine and light bites will be available. RSVP online - link in bio.⠀
This event is free to attend and is open to Walnut Club members and guests who are interested in learning more about our organization. ⠀
Gorgeous evening with this gorgeous pair @maxistyle_ @_ruthy_w at @katie_and_may Yorkshire Styling Meeting with @wearitlikeruth @thesearchforsassiness and @styleupsocialacademy. Lovely clothes, interesting chat and lovely ladies.❤️